I do. I want to scream something from the rooftops but she won't let me. Its like I've got this itch inside and the only way to scratch it is to shout it from the rooftop! She keeps telling me not to do it, not to tell anyone. She says if anyone finds out they'll be jealous and do whatever they can to stop it happening. I know what she is saying makes sense but it doesn't stop me wanting to shout it! Posting here has to be the next best thing!!
I've written it out a few times on different bits of paper then put them in the bin, but I'm still itching to shout! Lol!