fuck life.

[chantillydude]

so, where to begin, my life is awful at the minute, i've got a lot going on which i definitely cannot cope with, i'm losing my friends one by one because of the way i am, and now i've taken a few paracetamol, and want to carry on taking them, i know i shouldn't but i just want this all to end, i can't do it anymore, it's too hard, can't deal with it, i want to end it all, no one would miss me, why should they? they have no need to, they act as if i'm not around at the minute, so it wouldn't make a difference if i really did die, surely? but if i don't have anyone to talk to then what do they expect, they know my past, my don't show any kind of support, they know i need it, but i'm just attention seeking apparently, no one understands me anymore, i don't even know why i'm writing this, i'm just waffling now, how do you end these, bye? see you later? nah, bye sounds better, might decide not to come back, might decide to, i dont know :'(

[Foxjo]

talk to me!
please dont take paracetomols they can lead to a very painful liver, i mean painful and drawn out, its evil stuff. You deserve to get a chance to live. You can get better- it just takes a bit if time and patience, a bit of effort and support.
have you got any MH support (gp or crisis team?)

[jezcoleman]

Yeah, paracetamol isnt good at all, keep talking in here, it does help

[chantillydude]

No I dont have any kind of support :/

[keepsafe]

Could you ring NHS direct 0845 4647 and let them know what you are thinking of doing? Things can and do improve - have you ever used the samaritans on 08457 909090 - they are very good a listening. Please don;t take an overdose - hang in there things will change.

Keep talking
KS

[Foxjo]

No I dont have any kind of support :/

can you cast your mind back to when you were happy?