diary of a recovering agraphobic

[Rosepoet]

diary of my struggles to be a mum. to get back to who i was.

friday 8,02 woke up tired positive. need to be at sports day by one. no cash for bus which is four quid. and anyway feel panic on bs dueto lack control an t goees long way round. wish me luck on thee big adventre called panic. may be good day heeead feels lighter. mrs panic willhopefully get msge......i am gonna overcome.

[BORTU]

Dear Rose,


Hang on luv, you are going to beat it. I have faith in you.

[racheal222]

Oh I really feel for you I'm going through it myself, such a rotton nightmare. You sound like you're doing alot better than me. keep it up it can only be overcome if you try.

[Rosepoet]

bad day today. pms draggin me down. i pray i can keep going

[Rosepoet]

Had terrible panic yesterday was in car went bit further than normal from home oh my god had sense of death and had to get out car sense of not bein well at all. Friend was driving but i managed to hide it we were at garage so i did not look too mad! But it was worst attack for years i kept sayin think of daughter think of daughter!

[Rosepoet]

Well this Agraphobic mum has moved house set up furniture and unpacked million boxes. . . If i can do that seems i am not going to die instantly! Managed to get thru several attacks and now mentaly exhausted